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2025, how time flies

 In effort of staying awake while waiting for Rumi to wake up for school, I've decided to write. Rasa macam tak strong doooo lepas hantar babang sleep balik. Berkurun lama eh tak update blog. How's everyone?  Alhamdulillah I turned 32 recently. Oh oh in my previous blog, now number 5 I cerita pasal my pregnancy journey kan? Well guess what? He turned 6 this year and I made a new baby. New tak new la kan she's turning 3 this year. Yeap, it's a girl! I was so excited when I gave birth to my little girl. Sepanjang pregnant tu, masa scan memang susah nak nampak so I tak berharap sangat takut kecewa lagi sebab tu masa bersalin baru excited!  Other than that, I'm still me. Certain aspects of my life has changed, but deep down I'm still me. Still struggling to be a better wife, better mother, better daughter, better me. Oh guys I have a lot of things to tell you!  Well time's up! See you next time. Tunggu tau I update.  miss me? miss you too. 
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Leggo!

30-Day Blog Challenge Day 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts. Day 2: Meaning behind your blog name. Day 3: Your first love. Day 4: Your parents. Day 5: A song to match your mood Day 6: A picture of something that makes you happy. Day 7: Favorite movies. Day 8: A place you’ve travelled to. Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend. Day 10: Something you’re afraid of. Day 11: Favorite TV shows. Day 12: Something you don’t leave the house without. Day 13: Goals. Day 14: A picture of you last year – how have you changed? Day 15: Al-Quran verses Day 16: Dream house. Day 17: Something you’re looking forward to. Day 18: Favorite place to eat. Day 19: Something you miss. Day 20: Nicknames. Day 21: Favorite picture of yourself ALL TIME and why? Day 22: What’s in your purse? Day 23: Your idea of a perfect first date. Day 24: Something you’ve learned. Day 25: Something you crave a lot. Day 26: Your dream wedding. Day 27: Original photo of the city you live in. Day ...
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Dear husband,

Dah lama kan kita kenal?  Tapi sedalam mana kita kenal each other? Im sorry for breaking your heart in the past.  Idk,  you told me you were heartbroken but I did a little research about your past and maybe what I did wasnt that bad or maybe you didnt want it to look bad so you kept it to yourself maybe?  Sometimes I feel stupid for being jealous over the past.  Like who you've dated and how hard you fell for them.  I wanted to feel the same way too.  But after I did a lot of thinking,  you and your ex..your story stopped there.  Ours will forever continue until my last breath. Im sorry for being a psycho.  I should be thankful for what you've done for me and appreciate you more.  It breaks my heart when you told me that sometimes you feel unappreciated.  I let my emotions and stupid insecurities get in the way.  Im truly sorry for that.  I enjoy your company, i love being with you.  I love you for who you are....
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Dear Rumi,

I've decided to name you Muhammad Rumi Iman bin Muhammad Naqiuddin. Rumi was taken from the famous poet/Islamic scholar back in the 13th century and my hope for you is to fill your heart and soul with Iman hence the name. Last time on this blog, you were inside of me and now you're here in my arms. Tomorrow is a big day for you, you're starting solid! No more drooling when I'm eating, now you can eat too! Applying the 4 days rule to your diet to see if you have allergies, your likes and dislikes but I really hope that you would love everything that I feed you. Don't be like your brother, he's a picky eater. Be like Dedi, he eats everything and easy to feed 🤭 It's been awhile since I've posted anything and this is just a random post at 0517. I'm having trouble sleeping tonight because the AC is leaking so the room is like a sauna to me. Dedi slept shirtless while you slept bottomless hehe. Too cute! More to update soon and I will write better. I prom...
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I'll be back

POMISH!
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Baby #3

My child,  Carrying you this far (26 weeks) is a challenge for me but I'm not whining and I must say I have waited long enough to get pregnant again. The gap between you and Abang Yusuf is 5 years and I think that is long enough I couldn't wait any longer!! Mama and Dedi weren't trying to conceive during the first month of marriage. We got married on 11th September 2018 and we found out that we're pregnant on December at 6 weeks pregnant. Mama said to Dedi, I can't wait to be pregnant again, I miss those little kicks and wiggles in my belly. Oh my, I only thought of the beautiful journey of pregnancy without realising that it might be gloomy at some point. I'll get to that gloomy part soon. Before I took that pregnancy test, my body felt different even a week before I started to be fussy, craving for DURIANNNNN and feel uneasy when it comes to crowded place. Mama and Dedi went to JBR Bundle and I can't stand being inside that warehouse as I felt so stuffy...
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Now number 5

Our family is growing! That makes 5 of us now. I'm down with first trimester as I'm writing this I am currently fourteen weeks preggers! That means I am 3 months 2 weeks preggers and my baby is the size of a peach! Let me tell you, it's not a walk in the park with this one. The day that I found out I'm pregnant, our lives changed completely. I took the test, waited for the result patiently and when the result came out, I whispered with a smile on my face.. positive. So it's time to break the news to my husband.  Sayang... with a sad face. Kenapa sayang? Macam mana? Positive.... Really? That's great!  Then we hugged and went silent for a while.  And I know why we went silent, we weren't ready for this. As much as we want to have a baby, we are aware that we are unstable, financially. Up till this day, I still ask him, are we ready to be parents? We. You and me. Me and him. Us. Before this, as a single parent, I have been living with my par...
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